I feel very old. Like I have been there when the empires rose and fell. Like I have experienced much in life when I have neither been a mother nor a lover. But I feel old. Like I could see the result of a kindness and the effect of a smile ten years into the future.

I feel like a stranger. Like no one has really seen me. Like a passing shadow in a busy street. Invisible. Unseen. Unknown.

How long shall I remain feeling old? Like the child within me has taken a back seat and let the weary traveler in me feel the pain in the muscles of her legs. From so much walking. So much traveling. So much searching.

When will I feel the morning sun’s warmth on my face? When will the sea call me home? I know not the answers, yet somehow I do.

Don’t ask me when I’m coming home. It will be soon, and it will be a long time. When I have come back, my absence would seem short. But until I return, it would feel like a long wait. But fear not, since we are promised a thousand years and a thousand years more after that.

When we have come home where we are no longer strangers, we will no longer feel the need to talk about pain, weariness, and struggling. We will talk about happiness, sunshine, and the fruits of all that we have hoped for.

Then I will feel young and renewed. I will feel like I have come home to family where I am known.

So until we meet again, find comfort in the fact that all my roads, long they may be, and all my labors, hard they may be, still lead home. Home to you. Where my heart has always been. And always will be.

May you fare well.

*wkt

jay-r, ha sm ..

cruxito.. anak?  anong music yan?

.. kmi ton ni chela..ngarag! 

a night in eTel

eTelecare Global Solutions ( i1 )

pose kaayu sa tanan .. dayun.. hehe

soliel ducusin and medilyn sabinada

ducusin family ( pag ayun ton pipay ni naiza .. hahaha )

picture picture lang

part 2 na picture2x

charlie’s angels knu .. cring ni wayne

backseat bozos 1

backseat bozos 2

medilyn naiza kianna

karen nice kianna

that’s wayne, sya ang nasasakdal at ang salarin sa pagkawala ng pipay ni naiza 

naiza loves wayne .. bigaun ning bayhana, dah ..

soliel and me ha washroom han grand hotel

waahh! gamay

uy wayne, a chansing kaw amon ha .. yu gud ..

wayne is da kodaker

wayne lang ghapon kodaker

huh! unsa na?

elow!

butchuy na meme

nasalipud kman butchuy .. akon ini photoshoot

yeah!! ka addict ..

catherine, gamay kita ..

ppractice ako akon spiel ha balay

ay ton!

gudnight pips .. dri nacclose akon eyes

makatul akon ulo .. hehehe

samuka juday oi!

nah, legs .. pacheeseburger kna man ..

kkiss ako ni butchuy ..

dagus kala ..  waray ka gud kmalanga ..

ella, eh eh … my palangga kaayu na neice …  

kami na pud ni mikaela

 ha lukban st tacloban city

 ladies tramp on a xmas eve 

 ederlina mongz , me too ..

chela and me ha rizal

kmi na sad

along the long and winding road

with patan na bro ni ederlina na bangaw

merry christmas to all!!!!!

so happy togeder

ngisi gud!

ederlina tas chela

wahahaha!

smile knu patan

for a change, kmi na liwat ni chela

jeprox meds riyagan ( threesome mi .. hehe )

 reagan naiza junjun

hmmm?!?!?

mulawin hi reagan

it’s laundry  day!

mao ni sha .. ana on na sya ..

cruxito and the gang!

jeprox monggo

unsa na nice?!? pervert jud ka, ai ..hehehe ..

Trying To Write A Poem

by Italian Stallion

Trying to write a poem,
But hell I don’t like it.
Maybe I’ll go home,
And try to write while I sit.

This is just too damn hard,
And now I can’t think.
Now sitting in regard,
Maybe I’ll have a drink.

Looking for the right words,
Like a little rhymin’ fool.
Maybe I’ll hire some nerds,
To make my poem really cool.

© Copyright 2008 By: Italian Stallion

Mi ultimo adios ( my version )

by medilyn

So long queen city of the south
so long my second home
so long IT Park i long to roam.

be not sad, feel not bad
instead be merry and gay
for i will be back one sweet day.

so long relentless eTel
worldclass, worldwide
so long austere i2,
where my heart hides.

so long the happiness that could be mine
so long impossible love i tried to find

so long TL, and my freakin’ team mates
ill face new challenges, ill take a dare.
so long spiels, and exigent saves rates,
so long injurious autofails
forever, now, i’ll be on avail.

so long friends, we’ve shared moments
so long mates, in a full house we’ve spent
laughter and fun, that’s all we do
we may clash at times, but we’ve pushed through.

so long, farewell
i have to bid goodbye
so long cebu, you made me smile
i will see you again, in no time …

( dedicated to team lasser, my housemates, and friends  … gonna miss you all, for sure .. ingats! 041108 )

happy new year! meow …